purrrnicious | Heart Game: Run #3

Alright.

[ She'll watch him carefully, but-- she'll try to be respectful of his pride, too. Either way, she'll lead the way into room 2. And... actually, just open it too. ]

[Another memory, this is a long one.

[The memory starts in the prison. Catra stands before Shadow Weaver in her cell, a tray of food in her hands. Hidden in the tray is a small four-point badge, something Shadow Weaver had earlier asked her for. She’s still not sure why she brought it. She’s not sure yet she’s going to leave it, either.

“So, have you come up with anything to save your skin?” she asks, and the answer is, “You know I haven’t.”

Catra approaches and drops the tray in front of the older woman, letting its really unappetizing contents splatter all over the floor.

“Why do you insist on delivering my meals yourself? Surely you have more important things to do,” the sorceress asks from where she’s seated on the floor.

Catra crosses to the wall and leans up against it casually with a faint smile, her arms crossed, and replies, “I guess I just like seeing you in shackles.”

“We both know that’s not the only reason. What do you want from me, Catra?”

Catra almost immediately drops her act, looking somber, unsure. She asks ‘Why’ before faltering, gathers a breath and sighs, then tries again, “Why did you treat me the way you did? Why was I never good enough for you? Really. I want to know.”

Shadow Weaver narrows her eyes briefly before looking aside.

“Because you remind me of myself. You always have. Nothing was ever easy for me, either. I wasn’t born to power like Adora and others. I had to earn my power, fight for it. Why should it be any different for you?”

“I was a child when you took me in! What could I possibly have done to deserve the way you treated me?! You are old, and bitter, and weak!” Catra shakes her head, wraps her arms around herself defensively and drops to the floor to kneel before Shadow Weaver, very clearly upset.

“Ah, but you are like me. And just like me you’re losing your position with Hordak. I can see that even from my cell,” the sorceress responds smoothly, unaffected by the outburst.

“You don’t know what you’re talking about,” Catra answers quickly, but it’s too quick, and that makes it obvious that it’s a lie.

“You’re being pushed out,” Shadow Weaver states firmly, and it’s clear who’s in control of the conversation at this point (despite the older woman being imprisoned, in shackles, a reduced version of someone who once wielded great power — it’s sure not Catra driving here.)

“I am not! It’s just Entrapta understands all that tech stuff,” she mutters –– then gives a sharp intake of breath, glancing up at Shadow Weaver. She’s made a mistake, revealing even that much, and the sorceress’s eyes narrow. “Come here,” she directs, holding out a hand.

There’s a moment of hesitation, then Catra shuffles closer — slides one leg across the floor before shifting her weight to it and sliding the other, staying in her cat-like crouch. Her expression is anxious, alarmed, and she tenses up as Shadow Weaver reaches for her despite choosing to put herself in reach in the first place. But instead of an anticipated blow, the older woman reaches to caress her, running her fingers through one of the little tufts of hair by her ear, tender and affectionate in a way she’s literally never been towards Catra (Adora, on the other hand. . .)

“She’s earned his trust. How did you let this happen, don’t you see? I want you to go further than I did. But you need to be smarter than me, stronger than me.”

“Then help me! Come up with something so you can stay!” Catra cries, and in response, Shadow Weaver shifts to cup her cheek instead. Catra leans into it, closing her eyes.

“I will try. But I’m tired now. Come back later, please,” Shadow Weaver answers. Catra stands, everything about her screams vulnerability, and she leaves the cell without another word but with a small, hopeful smile as she brushes back the same little tuft of hair that Shadow Weaver had stroked. She leaves the badge.

There’s a fuzzy moment — a little time is passing, before the memory picks up again with Catra just outside the cell she’d left earlier. She says she knows it hasn’t been long, but she’s anxious for them to work together, come up with something, and as she lets herself in Shadow Weaver doesn’t respond, sitting with her back to the exit. Catra reaches out to grasp her and her hand passes right through –– it’s a projection. The cell is now empty.

It takes a moment for her to work through it, to come to grips with what’s happened here, until she says aloud, “You were just using me all along.” But that seems to finally click things into place, and she tears up, slashing through the projection with a snarl of anger and destroying it. She drops to the ground, where there’s a magic diagram created from faintly glowing sands (the shattered remains of the badge are nearby, apparently having held the magical substance. She swipes it aside angrily and starts crying.

This one’s one hell of a roller coast ride of emotion. From the start, where she wears a front so familiar it’s clear she’s been doing it for years, to the shaky way she keeps it together as she voices an old hurt at the start — and then actually interacting with the witch. She’s afraid the woman will hurt her but so desperate for her affection that she goes anyway — and when she’s spoken to gently, caressed like maybe this person might actually care for her (love her?) it’s everything she’s ever wanted, really, and she feels unbelievable happy and hopeful to finally get everything she’s jealously watched go to another for years.

And then, well. The betrayal. You know how that goes. She probably should have known better, right? What a stupid, useless girl — of course no one would ever love her, least of all the witch, but that’s fine because she doesn’t need it, anyway. She doesn’t need anyone, she’ll take on the world teeth bared and claws out, and she’ll win in the end and show everyone who ever doubted her just how much she’s worth.]

. . . It's no wonder she has trust issues.

[ She pushes people away who might help her. But... she's obviously been through a lot to get to a point where she would be afraid to let someone in, too. ]

[ok, this hurt way more than the suffocation, tbqh]

Y-yeah...

[ No part about this dream has been easy, huh. ]

. . . Do you want me to check out the next room? There's no shame in needing a break. I know... you're unitmates, too. It has to be that much more raw...

It wouldn't be right to go halfway about it.

... I'll be all right. It's not as though I'm really the one who experienced it, and if I know what to expect... maybe I can help, later. As her unitmate.

Mm... you don't seem the type to give up halfway anyway. I think... she would appreciate the fact that you've went so far for her, too.

[ She motions forward then. ]

I'll follow after you then.

Haa... I wonder about that.

[she's very prideful, after all. meanwhile, he has no real pride.

taking a breath but then going for the final door]

[The final memory goes like this (cw for asphyxiation):

This one opens in Hordak's creepy inner sanctem with all its concrete and pipes and machinery, most of which Kohime can't identify. She's not a tech person. She makes her way in, a little anxious, not sure why she's been summoned here -- but her mood in general is different, too. She's stressed and she's afraid, and her boss sure is part of it.]

Catra: You. . . wanted to speak with me? Lord Hordak?

[Hordak addresses her without facing her, working on some sort of tube with a tool that resembles a screwdriver.]

Hordak: Yes, Force Captain. I wish to –– "touch base", as you put it; see how my orders are being carried out.

Catra: Everything is running smoothly.

[It's a lie, and she doesn't sell it convincingly, speaking just a little too quickly and urgently. Hordak drops the piping he's working on and turns partly to face her, now.]

Hordak: Does this mean Shadow Weaver has been transferred to Beast Island, per my orders?

[There's a beat –– because if he knows she's lost Shadow Weaver he will kill her –– so she opts to lie, instead.]

Catra: ...Yes! I sent her yesterday, just like you ordered. Believe me, we're never going to see her again.

[She barely gets her words out before a recording of Kohime's own voice, admitting to someone that she "lost" Shadow Weaver and had to find her before Hordak found out -- it echoes in the room, coming from Hordak's creepy little imp spy that swoops down over their heads and lands on Hordak's shoulder with a disturbing little giggle. Apparently, she'd told someone that she'd lost track of Shadow Weaver, and Hordak had sent the imp to spy on her which was overheard. Kohime in the memory is shocked at this turn, and then terrified.]

Hordak: You lied to me.

Catra: ––Wait!

[Hordak takes a couple steps forward to reach and pull a lever, the one from the earlier memory with this person. It activates some machinery in the room that alters the atmosphere, having no noticeable affect on Hordak (then again, he's a pretty alien-looking creature, something between a bat, vampire, and parially robotic) but there's an immediate impact on Kohime. She starts taking panicked, gasping breaths, not properly able to breathe with the device active.

It's at this point that Hordak approaches, unaffected as she struggles to breathe and collapses to her knees.]

Hordak: I know your lax security allowed Shadow Weaver to escape. I know you've been covering it up, lying about her whereabouts. But worst of all, I gave you the chance to come clean, to prove your worth to me –– to the Horde. This was a test, and you failed.

[The last thing she remembers is staring up at Hordak, tears in her eyes, pained and scared but somehow also angry and frustrated because it was always, always this way. Not good enough, worthless, thrown out like trash, first Shadow Weaver, then Adora, now Hordak.

The memory ends when her vision fades as she passes out. It's not at all clear if she survived.]

As you come back to yourself, maybe still fighting off the panic of being choked to death (understandable!) you find. . . well, you still can't breathe. Is the air thinner? Why does it feel like trying to suck in your breath through a straw? And as the seconds pass, it's not getting any better.]

[n-no. this bad. this is really bad he can't breathe he can't breathe???]

[ Air.

She can't breathe. She can't breathe.

Clawing at her throat in a panic she tries desperately to draw breath. Why can't she breathe!? It was just a memory, wasn't it? ]

[panic driving him to pull out the tracker.

WEIRD VIRTUAL FRIEND, HELP???]

[It crackles to life, showing the boy from before again, though the reception is poorer than last time.]

"Hello?"

[HOW TALK WHEN NO AIR??????]

Help...

[ Choking background noises from behind Princess Crown ]

"Wha–– o-o-o-o-okay! Don't panic, don't panic, uh–– you need to get out of there! Get back to the lift, and the air should be fine! C-can you make it?!"

[........ oh.

right.

... i-if he can power through Tyki Mikk's vacuum, surely...

g-grabbing hold of Kaguya and making the attempt to get in the lift]

[ She tries to help and not just slow their progress down though she sure is feeling the effects of a lack of breath.

Is it possible to shoot some air at the floor or nearby and try and... propel them toward the lift?? ]

[She can try. Just don't hit Crown.]

[ TRYING.

And aiming away from and behind them...! ]

[It helps a little, though not much. The feel of the rebounding air washing over them might help bring a little relief to the heavy, oppressive feeling of the stale air, if only briefly.]

[briefly is enough so he can get them to the lift, honestly

but immediately gonna collapse on the floor when he does]

[As Bow suggested, getting clear of the floor relieves the effect, and you find the next breath you take gives you cool, clear (relatively, anyway, this is still the Fright Zone) air.

You're currently on the 5th floor. The floor options are still there, but unlike before, there's a new floor indicated:

Main Floor
Floor 2 - Childhood
Floor 3 - Cadet
Floor 4 - Force Captain

Floor 6 - Audience Chamber]

[ Just gasping in air and collapsing to the floor as well.

What the hell. What the hell is wrong with these people!? ]

Hah-

Hah...

[ Breathless. ]

C...Can we just- [ BREATHE ] Can we just... get rid of him?

P...probably...

[they'd have to find out where he actually is and...

too busy BREATHING to really think too hard about it]

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